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Fears on The Way

  • The fears i feared
  • come to pass they did not.

 

  • The fears i feared
  • kept me from taking a shot. (well, not always, only sometimes)

 

  • The fears i feared
  • bound me in a knot.

 

  • The fears i feared
  • confined my life to a dot.

 

  • The fears i feared
  • created much unnecessary distraught.

 

  • The fears i feared
  • held me as the victim in my life’s plot.

 

  • The fears i feared
  • ruled me by religious and societal oughts and naughts.

 

  • The fears i feared
  • anchored and grounded my life’s yacht.

 

  • The fears i feared
  • in truth did not come as i thought.

 

  • The fears i feared
  • through them many lessons was i taught.

 

  • The fears i feared
  • revealed to me who was not sir lancelot.

 

  • The fears i feared
  • some of them served me to untie the love not.

 

  • To be fair,
  • The fears i feared,
  • i must admit, that some had kept me very safe.

 

  • Yes, there were the phantom fears which did not come to pass. 
  • But instead,

 

  • Unexpected bumps, blocks, and boulders 
  • had shown up on my way.

 

  • Unusual people and circumstances and wild goose chases 
  • had kept me oh so busy and at bay.

 

  • My limited vision, overactive mind, and others’ expectations 
  • had way too much sway.

 

  • My dreams, my plans, my hopes, my desires, and my rising
  • knew only delay upon delay.
  • (Although i now see they too were Divinely Ordained.)
  • I burnt bridges, tore down walls, and cut all chords
  • leaving me totally unencumbered, and a stray.

 

  • My deepest and fondest alliances and allegiances 
  • had lay in utter decay, with many hearts bleeding from betray.

 

  • Nothing was certain, nothing was solid
  • everything was fluid, slipping, and passing away.

 

  • All of life had come to a halt 
  • so that my eyes could, and finally would, see, the new path way.

 

  • My dearest friends and sojourners, 
  • I can now say,
  • Do not despair at what you can not see
  • For God’s reel is the real screen play.

 

  • May your FAITH be BIGGER than your fears,
  • irena as i am and Mudryk, Faith Faith Faith Lovers
  • 05/21/2018